24号看到dell卖的比我的便宜了60多，气的发疯，结果退完竟然2个月后告诉我说没货了，白等了，最后不得不花更多的钱

今年不管了，老妈的相机降20，

w150黑色，我的来说要金色，估计老妈喜欢黑的吧，

 

这爷们儿真逗

无去无从的

 

很多时候我买东西都是impulse buy

多少时候是看到漂亮决定买的

又有很多是不需要买的

多少是买了用不了的，只能永远放着，

抽屉，衣架上，也只能家里看看

唉

 

以前认为付出就能有回报，

谁知道现在才懂，那是狗屁

世界上没有人可以信任，没有

父母只能说是一个港湾吧，

你难受时给你安慰，

他们给你的帮助可以说无私

但是你不能完全信任

 

这世界上没有朋友

一个也没有

睁眼看看你msn，那里面有多少能说是你朋友的？

没有

这世界上只有哥们儿

这样的人你可以信任，你可以跟丫吵，可是你们的关系不会变，永远是哥们儿

这样的人你可以提着脑袋去帮他们

你信任他们比信任你多

 

这世界上天真的人很多，我就是一个

以前以为诚心对别人，谁都要帮

除非人若犯己，那是要死里掐，

现在觉得何必呢？

根本没有必要对任何一人上感

别人是别人，我是我

别人是死是活，与我无关

我没有做亏心事，不见得你不做

 

就这么多吧，下次日志会贴出手机帖完保护的照片

最近怪怪 的  呵呵

感觉经历的变化好大

认识上也有不少变化

老娘出门穿衣服要问我怎么搭配

可能是看的runway太多了

一搭一搭的

我可别变gay了  哈哈

应该不会，是的话干脆一头撞死

还是那么的累，那么的没有希望的学习，干活儿

愿望都好遥远啊

最后加一句 红心china

去掉吧

所有中国人给中国人看

很有意思啊

有本事的去游行

其它的都免谈

 

难道都是在爱国？

全是tmd放屁

英国还是法国那个utube视屏上打藏独的大叔是爱国的，你们哪？？？？

操

口口声声说爱国

没见一个去tmd游行，

支持个屁啊

自己名字写lee，操行，你丫tmd哪国人？少根我说外国人只看得懂这个

那些大陆的用香港写法写姓的，也tmd是操行

ng，tse都tmd是什么东西，读都读不出声

这帮人再说一个爱国，把tmd西瓜桶tmd你屁股里

哦哦哦

说我说脏话，什么叫脏话，sb

你们这帮prick都瞎鸡巴叫叫叫

叫鸟啊

msn上加爱心，能tmd有几个人看见？好像你的好友都不知道你丫是中国人似的，操你妈

就应该把国旗什么的印在书包上，

操行

就好象xiaonei写luv beijing，

就你丫是北京人啊，操你妈

喜欢北京去tmd干死上海人，去啊

娘了个逼的

一大早上起来过新年，就tmd不爽，

是个人就把别人当傻子，真tmd没劲

我算看清楚了，这世上，你付出你丫就是傻b

操

我去做latte了

回来了，第一天的感觉是好冷啊

国内感觉变的好多，大街上看不到多少骑车的人了，北京四毛的公车票让所有的人放弃了自行车 

回来了，第三天就回店里上班了，开始做了3杯喝的，突然感觉好亲切

这次带回来不少做咖啡的东西，可是家里没有牛奶了，又懒得出去买，等买完再弄吧，哈哈

 

你们的奔驰车不够多，你们这些臭小子。你们脖子上的金项链不够多，你们这些势利小人。你们的信托基金还不够，你们的伏特加和白兰地也不够……这些都还难以满足你们快乐主义的需求，但其实你们已经拥有了一切

你们其实有上千亿的机会可以阻止今天的事情发生……但是你们把我逼到一个角落，让我别无选择。这个决定其实是你们做出的。现在你们的手上沾满了血迹，永远也洗不掉

我其实没有必要这么做，我可以离开。我可以逃走。但是不，我不会再逃走了。这不是为了我，而是为了我的孩子、我的兄弟姐妹。我为了他们才这么做。机会来临的时候，我就这么做了。我不得不这样做

当时和朋友说，这哥们儿太牛b了，你们也许不屑我说的，都说什么这个人怎么怎么了，

这也许就是社会把他逼的，但也不可否认也许他在找理由让他的行为有所解释

随便吧，

 

 

 

 

 

 1毕业了，还掉图书馆最后一本书，图书证从此只能留作纪念了

errrrr..............

donno how to start. last week i was on cnet, one of the most talented senior editor at cnet.com mp3 and electronic department staff died.

i thought it was a joke when they posted it out, cuz james and cnet ppl make a lot fun out of others. but today i just saw the front page of cnet. james kim really did died. he tried to save his family in the snow where their car is stucked. james went out for help and never returned. here's the copy of the report.

maybe one or two years later i won't remember him anymore, but i just wanta to make a memory of this guy, he showed me a lot latest mp3 stuff: new ipod 5th generation, shuffle 2nd generation, archos mp4, etc. remember him 4ever!

James Kim--family man, gadget fan

By Greg Sandoval
Staff Writer, CNET News.com
Published: December 6, 2006, 6:04 PM PST

James Kim was a respected expert on cutting-edge digital devices, an owner of a trendy clothing store and a lover of the futuristic-sounding music known as electronica.

Yet, according to friends, most of Kim's life revolved around old-fashioned values: sacrifice, friendship and family. Those who knew him say they aren't surprised that Kim, in the last act of his life, demonstrated the ultimate expression of devotion to his wife and daughters.

The body of the 35-year-old Kim was discovered Wednesday in a rugged wilderness area in southern Oregon. He had set out across snow and ice with only tennis shoes to protect his feet. He had eaten little in the seven days since his car got stuck.

"Anyone that knows James will tell you that he would do anything to protect his family," said Jason Zemlicka, a friend of 10 years and former co-worker. "I know him, and he must have believed he was going to get somewhere."

Friends and co-workers now mourn Kim but say they will celebrate his success at helping to accomplish his most important goal during that desperate week in the woods: the rescue of his wife, Kati Kim, and the couple's two daughters, Penelope, 4, and Sabine, seven months.

"I have had the privilege of knowing James since our days together at TechTV," said Joe Gillespie, executive vice president at CNET Networks and a former co-worker of Kim's while the two were at the now-defunct cable channel. "And while I have many fond memories, I will honor forever what he set out to do last Saturday. He is a true hero to all here at CNET."

Indeed, he was praised for his resourcefulness by authorities in Grants Pass, Ore., who organized the search and described his efforts as "superhuman." According to interviews with Kim's in-laws, he lifted his family's spirits by acting as if they were all just on a campout.

Friends say that they couldn't think of anyone who could have fared any better than Kim in the same situation. He was known as a problem solver and a man with unlimited energy who never lost his cool. Kim was raising a family and holding down a full-time job as a product reviewer for CNET, while operating two retail stores with his wife and working on a book for McGraw-Hill about Microsoft's new digital-music player, the Zune.

Kim was a "rising star" in the gadget community, said Lindsey Turrentine, Kim's supervisor at CNET. He had built a loyal following among geeks, music fans and the gadget-obsessed with his insights on MP3 players and other consumer devices.

Jasmine France, an associate editor at CNET who worked for Kim, said he spent most of his workdays amassing knowledge about the latest music players, mining the Web for new facts and talking on the phone with vendors or the many sources he had accumulated.

"He was always connected," France said. "He was always trying to learn more, always gorging himself on new information...I don't think James slept much."

There are plenty of hyperachievers in the world, but what made Kim special, said France, is that amid the chaos of his daily routine, whether he was testing a new gadget or shuttling between his two stores or carting his children to the park, he always had to time to ask about her life.

She said she shared a rare relationship with Kim. "How many people are friends with their boss?" wondered France.

Kim earned his friend's respect by the way he treated people, but many of them revered him for the way he cared for his family.

Zemlicka, who worked with Kim at TechTV during the mid-1990s, was introduced to his wife by Kim. Zemlicka asked him to be one of his two best men at his wedding.

Zemlicka says he admired Kim's taste in music, as well as his discipline and dedication to his passions--specifically his family.

Four years ago, Kim, Zemlicka and their group of friends discovered golf, and Kim fell in love. Not only did he enjoy the game, he also basked in the camaraderie, Zemlicka said. But when daughter Penelope was born, Kim gave up the sport and never looked back, Zemlicka said.

"He wouldn't even sneak away for a few hours once in a while to play nine holes," Zemlicka said. "The truth is that it wasn't that big of a sacrifice--hanging out with a bunch of guys. James had more important things to tend to. He taught me to be a dedicated husband. He's always putting his wife and kids first."

Felix Magtoto, a UPS driver who delivers to the store the Kims own in San Francisco's Noe Valley district, often bonded with Kim over the importance of family. Both of Magtoto's daughters worked for the Kims, and the two men frequently discussed the pleasure of being the lone man in a house full of women.

On the stoop of Magtoto's house, the two men sometimes sipped Hennessy and smoked cigars, and Kim would ask the 53-year-old Magtoto for advice on being a father and husband.

"I saw myself in James," Magtoto said Wednesday after learning of Kim's death. "I liked him because he loved his family the way I love my family. Whatever it took, he wanted to give them everything they needed."

现在是3点应该写term paper的，还有6个小时就要交了

写不下去了

以前记得和朋友说起我是个什么样的人 很多人说幽默 当然你们不会说实话的

刚刚和最好的朋友吵了一架 他现在在我旁边 可就是不理我了

我想说其实你们是不是很多时候想抽我？ 因为我老是说自己的一套永远不会理别人说了什么的 有时候呛的人说不出话啦 我还在嘻嘻哈哈

被哥们儿骂醒了

如果以前我和你说话时特操行 而且无缘无故的就胡骂一气 我在这里说声对不起了 以后不会了 再也不会了

有时候指着别人说:他是北京的吗?那么操行 好像我就不是了 其实也在骂我 我就是一操行 根本不佩说别人的

对不起了 以前的别放在心上好吗？

感谢我旁边的这哥们儿 你说了别人不说的 没有白交这朋友 过会儿希望你能原谅我

 

I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if they would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
that nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.

If you believe it's in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if they would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I'm better off on my own.

(On my own!)

I tried to be perfect,
It just wasn't worth it,
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It’s hard to believe me,
It never gets easy,
I guess I knew that all along.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

i'm really pissed off rite now. so fking pissed off at one person, pretending she knows the other person well. bull fking sh*t. , and windows's fking sh*t for not allowing me typing the word sh*t

唔哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

无哈哈哈哈哈哈阿哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

门口响起了钥匙在锁孔里转动的声音，先生回来了。他没有象往常一样地一进门就喊：妞妞，妞妞，我回来了！饿死了！吃什么呀？他坐在沙发里发呆，我喊了他几声，他没有反应，我走过去一看，他神情黯然地委顿在沙发的一角，衣服上血迹斑斑。我大吃一经，忙问：“发生什么事情了？”他摇摇头说：“没什么，下班前处理了一个交通事故，心情不好。你先吃饭吧，回头跟你说。”“你呢？”“我不想吃。”
这可是没有过的事情。先生是个交通警察，在事故科工作已经五、六年了，对于生离死别、阴阳两隔，用他自己的话说是已经有些麻木了；不用说他，就连我，对那些卷宗里血淋淋的照片都已经有些漠然。他的办公室常有悲悲切切的人来哭诉，他却总能在复议时做到不掺杂感情。我是个爱哭的女人，偏偏先生对于眼泪早已有了职业的免疫力，他说要是每个事故他都要为每个逝者陪眼泪的话，他早就活不下去了，但是今天不同，他分明是掉过泪了。

接下来的这个故事就来自于我的先生，一个交警的口述。

我是在4点03分接到指挥中心的报告：在解放路距离交通指挥信号灯400米处，有一辆自备桑塔纳2000和一辆载货微型卡车发生猛烈的追尾碰撞事故。因为事故发生地点离我们很近，我和小王很快就赶到了现场，等我们到的时候，120还没来，我们就赶紧救人。肇事车的司机早已不知去向，车门洞开，追尾车里有两个人，一男一女，男的血流满面，样子很恐怖，恐怕是所戴的眼镜片扎伤了双眼，女的看起来还好，正和过路的人一起把受伤的男人往外抱。由于猛烈的碰撞，桑塔纳的车头严重变形，男人被卡在驾驶位上，估计是腿断了，不能动弹。我叫小王先把女人送往医院救治，女人不肯，只是发疯似的抱住男人的上半身。我和小王拿来撬杠，总算把男人弄出来了。

这时我发现女人的嘴角溢出血来，唇色苍白。凭我的经验，这恐怕不是什么好征兆。去医院的路上，刚好碰上下班高峰，路有些堵，女人坐在后座上抱着那个男人，男人痛苦地呻吟着，两个人的手指紧紧地纠结在一起。女人的嘴角不断地有血沫涌出，顺着下巴往下滴在男人的衣服上。她紧紧地抿住嘴，泪不停地往下掉，却什么也没有说，脸上的神色有痛苦也有不舍。
医院的急救人员早已在大门口待命，就在医护人员抱着男人往外抬的时候，女人一头栽倒在水泥地上，大口大口的鲜血从她的嘴里涌出来。我和小王立刻去抱她起来，我可以断定她肯定是肋骨断裂，并且已经刺伤了内脏。她这样的伤势却还能挺到这里，我不得不为人的潜能的张力叹服。她有些神志不清了，她一把捏住我的手，说了一句话：亲爱的，用我的眼睛去看世界。我的鼻子一酸，落泪了。两个人都被推进去了，我叮嘱小王通知家属，办理手续，我立刻驱车赶回现场勘察。现场满地的玻璃和车身上散落下来的碎片，斑斑的血迹说明了这个事故的惨烈。经现场勘察，我发现事故有些蹊跷。从刹车印和碰撞的痕迹来看，这个事故有着不平常的地方。第一，一般来说，追尾事故车头受损位置应该在右边，也就是副驾驶室的位置，因为司机往往是最先觉察危险的人，因为处于保护自己的本能会往左打方向，以减少事故对自己的伤害，但是这辆车的碰撞位置是中间偏左，致使驾驶位受损严重。

这种情况只会发生在来不及避让的情况下，但是从长长的刹车印来看，他完全有时间避险。第二，刹车印和散落的碎片的分布位置说明男人在前车刹车灯未正常工作而停止的时候，他已经本能地往左打了方向，但是他最后还是往右打了方向，把自己撞了上去。而后几个现场的目击者证实了我的推断。这只能说明一个问题：男人先是出于本能往左边打了方向，以期避开危险，但是，他立刻意识到这样他会伤害到身边这个女人，于是，他又猛烈地往右打方向，试图把女人往生的方向推一把，但是人的反应速度根本及不上车速，在他还没有完全打过方向之前，车已经撞到了。据我刚才在医院门口见到的一幕，恐怕事情没有男人想象的那么乐观。这个女人在车上的表现，恐怕她已经知道自己不能生还，可能她那时侯就是紧紧抿住嘴不让翻涌的血喷出来呢。这时小王打来电话，女的刚死，男的还在抢救。女的是因为折了的肋骨刺穿了肺还有脾脏破裂引发的大出血。男的双眼扎伤，肋骨断了一根，双腿也折了。院方正考虑根据女的遗愿，把角膜移植给幸存者。

先生说完了，看着我：“我从来没有遇到过这样的事故，这让我对人有了新的认识。” www.6park.com

我的眼睛湿了。

我没有亲临现场，也无法去探究什么是真相，但是，我真的被他们两个人身上所折射出来的人性光芒所折服。人在危难的时候，愿意把生的希望留给别人，这就是我们现在最缺少的也是人性中最为动人的闪光。当我们被世俗一点一点磨去高尚，幸好世上还有美好来提醒我们，这个世界无私才打动我们，爱情的伟大和高贵让我们本以麻木的心得到一点温暖的阳光。我不知道，男人是否能用他爱人的眼睛把这个世界照亮？

上个月写了个无题的文章，当时说忘记原文了，这天终于把原文找到了．

慢慢看看吧．

 

 

十七岁的时候，有个女孩喜欢上了他，但是他离她很远，他心里面只有自己那个女孩， 他觉得看别的女孩都是对她的不忠。
　　　　
十八岁的时候，看了一个MTV，感动得想哭，他想，如果自己的女孩失去了双眼，他一定会像男主角会毫不犹豫的把自己的眼睛给她，让她能看到光明。
　　　　
十九岁的时候，高考了。终于和自己暗恋的女孩分别，坐火车去学校的时候，感觉自己 离她越来越远，心像被掏空了一样。还在想自己一定不会忘记她，等到自己成功以后一 定要去找她。